Anti-social?

IN a dark corner untold Lies a truth not meant for the mind Not here now But that choice was mine I cry And I cry But I know that in this time I AM ALONE No one is special around me Just more of the same With life’s propaganda rotting there brain There minds are not open There thoughts they run weak Always obsessing There sun that’s repressing All I know is not meant for here Not meant for man Not meant to be sane Anti-social my ass I live for my pain My loneliness drives A truth not contrived With no doubt I know These ants and there sun Live in a haze So leave me alone To my antisocial ways