A Lie, A wrong

I’m sorry, I made a mistake, I’m sorry, I was wrong, I’m sorry, If I, Made you mad, I’m very sorry, If I made you sad I was wrong, I made a mistake, That is all, Please, don’t hold it against me, Please, I’m begging, On my knees, I was wrong, That’s all, Don’t hold that against me, Please, don’t hate me, Don’t make me feel bad, I’m really sorry, If I made you sad This all seems, Like it’s so mistaken, So unreal, wrong …………………… A lie

Hand of Fate (Goodbye for now -----)

The hand of fate can gently nudge, Hardly push you in the right direction Taking time, biding, wait Takes so long, To meet your fate But that hand, Can also slap you in the face, Screaming at you, Telling your fate It’s easier that way Time may show, A different rout, But now it’s my time, To fade away ………… From you

Hold Too Soon

Could I ever hold, You, under the light of the moon? Could our hearts ever mould, Our would all of this, be too soon? Maybe I, just shouldn’t ask, Maybe I, should just do, And hold your hands in a tight clasp, For all of this, is so new. So new, yet old, Known forever, But never told Still, we’ll forget but never! Is it my fault, for loving you? Or your for being so true?

To ----

The next time I see you, I swear, I’m going to kiss you, The next time that we're alone, I swear, I’m going to kiss you, Forget everything, I swear, And I’m just going to kiss you, Without a reason, without a cause, And probably without the right, I swear next time I see, I’m going to kiss you, Whether or not It’s right …………………… I really hope, That you don’t mind

Has It Only Been?

Has it only been an hour, Since I last talked to you? Has it only been a day, Since our eye’s last met? Has it only been a month, That I’ve been dreaming of you? Has it only been a year, Since we met? And has there been a minute, Since then, That my heart has not ached, When your not, In my arms, in my hands ………………… Forever heart ache, Forever love

The Watcher and the Poet

[Poet] “I can ease your troubled mind. I can help you save your time. I can help you till the end. I can help you see again…” [Watcher) "but can I hold you, till the end?" [Poet] “Until the day is over and our troubles gone; Just hold me. We’ll forget everything and still live on. Just hold me. Live in peace where love is love and you are you. Just hold me. Just together, you and me, nothing to do. Just hold me. [Watcher]"I'll hold you now, Forever more!" [Poet] “Forever is not long enough…” [Watcher] “But would it not, be a start!” [Poet] “The start of everything that means but anything..” [Watcher] “And the end, of all, that does not!’ [Poet] “For everything, that's anything, is here , with us!” [Watcher] “You are, everything my dear, You are the sun, the moon.” [Poet] “And You are, but more, than love. Profane and still, I need You.” [Watcher] “I am profane! But who now speaks! Quaff O' Quaff, forget and let me hold you in a tight embrace.” [Poet] “And I will forget everything but you; you are everything now.” [Watcher] Everything, everything! Words are weak, there impact meek, let us simple sit here, we may kiss or we may weep! Through sorrow or salvation, we will have each other.” [Poet] “For forever, and longer. No more words, just hold each other.” [Watcher] In our lives, we will struggle no longer; throw off the bounds, and simply be there with each other!” [Watcher and The Poet] “Let this be now at an end, and simply hold.” [Watcher] “In silence forever…” [Poet] “And more.

Odd Life (Ode to Fate)

It’s a strange world, I live in now, It’s a strange life I lead, It’s a strange path I follow, Odd, so odd, Strange, even for me I’m bound, By my own chains, I’m entwined and surrounded, By choices I have to choose not to make I live, I fall, For fate Forget me, I can be not but a guru, Of untold things ……………….. Better left forgotten, …It’s not true, But I cant teach

Built to end, Made to sorrow, I’m sorry, It had to be this way, Built for sorrow Destined to end, For I can never follow, I’m sorry, I had, It has, to be so sad But that’s the way, The sight, you see? It’s our endless sorrow Learned by heart break, Shown by love, You must grow detached, To me my love Let our words be said, For in time, They will be dead… Before we are dead,

The Mind of Man

Burning, chaos at the core, Like a sun, a star, Shining on a desert waste. A tide that swears to love, But floods with hate They turn in revel, These stars of destruction, Pain, with out gain, Is there singular function, No purpose in peace, For these machines of the soul, No calm night reprieve, For the demons of fire, They burn with their passions, Chilled at the soul, Both parts in angst, Will murder us all, …………………….. The mind of man (No more, no more)

Looks; Never to Be

You look at me, I look at you, You look away, I look at you, You look at me, My eyes stray away You look at me, Thinking, “No, no, Never for me!” I look at you, “Alas, alas, Can never be!” I look for you, You search me, I love you, You can’t help But think of me, Your eyes speak of pain, For body of doubt, If only I, Could just, (this once) Release all my bounds Why can’t it be? Or, even more, Can it, truly be? ………………. Woe! No more, Please, O’ please, Just let us run free

Awake in the Moonlight

I awake in the moonlight And die at the dawn I run like a god till' the goddess is gone I swim through the ocean, Of a starlight deluge, Flounder and drowned, In a daytime typhoon ‘Float upon whispers, Of hushed midnight voices, Beaten to death, By noontime deep voices I love, I live, For the moonlight’s sweet dawn I hate, And I die, Beneath the tyrannous sun …………… We’ll awake in the moonlight, And hide in the sun

Smile for you

I’ll smile for you, I’ll laugh for you, Though it’s not, Something that I, Would normally do, Because it means so much to you, I’ll always smile for you

Throes alive

Lost in the throes of love, Lost in your beaming, And beautiful face, Love in the waves of my soul a flutter, Lost in this mirror Of the night and the day The move of a tress, The blink of her eye, The sounds from her lips, Leave me smiling, smiling wide, And O’ ner’ ever, ‘Leave wondering why There is no other beauty, There are no other souls, No other ones who’s eyes Beam right through me, No other, who, is anything to me, Alive for my goddesses biding Forever alive, in the throws of love, Forever despaired, in the throes of love, Forever, alive, for the throes of love, Forever, I die, for the throes of love, ……………………………….... May you, never extinguish May you, never be gone, Goodbye, goodbye, Beloved one

Won’t the sun go down?

Why wont the sun go down? Does it have to stay and hover now? Why wont the sun go down? Must it persist , to play this boring game? Why wont the sun go down? Will always I have to wait and wait? Please let the sun go down. Let the ball of flame, Incandescent, overpowered shame, Who’s tendrils creep, Who’s weeping, seeping, rays, Keeps all the plant’s a chatter, And all the people awake, Why wont the sun go down? Please let the sun go down. I’m Impatient So Impatient But would not also be, Anxious for your chance to see? Please let the sun go down, Make the tyrant, Give up his crown ……………………………… At last, at last The sun is down

Last Angel

The angel, last angel, Walks before me, The angel, last angel, Last innocent one, The angel, last angel, The one who I would hold, So she would not fall, Fall like the rest The last, lone soul, Who’s heart is still a ruby, Who’s eyes still have glee, Lone, lone angel, Lost, without knowing it! She’s alone with the vultures, Grubby little eyes, Circling, round, round, For when the fall, the kill, is spied More than that, More indeed Are the other beings, Once divine, Fallen to fiends, Ravenous, and never slated, Always keen, For such a maiden, To make, But one more slave, Slave to the thirst, Thirst of satisfactions; truths be accursed! Angel, last angel, Within a living hell, A fair maiden, Who can never tell, The fiends from saints, The saints from sinners, What is worse, (Woe! Far worse for me!) Is that through all of this, I can only watch, And far to gently whisper, For I fear, In truth, The tears, Of the last angel, Of the last, So holy angel ………………………… Lost now in a sea, Before I have seen, Must I be there, To see you fall? Not you, please, O' Please