Life, life of my own

Life is no blessing Death is for me Last line of sanity Abandoning me My material urges Fighting for life What life to fight for? I can just go On, on, on No, o no This, is not so The pain of just living It burns Burns It burns at my soul Bonds forged by My mind Dammed by this life But on I must go Why is this so? I can not know This pain is my own Shackled by body The mind strains against its chains This life is my own This hell is my own May death let me go. From this hell This hell This hell of my own ………………… Eternity